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Tuesday, March 25, 2008

Tue, 25 Mar 2008 15:25:05 GMT

want to update but dont know wat to update..seriously..kinda hard to express my feelings here...i also duno ler..u guys teach me lah..dont wana offend anyone..happy or sad also now i dont know how to put it in words..
i use to blog alot..
but then recently..duno why..dont have the urge to blog...sad or happy also dont dare to post anything...been keeping alot of stuff to my self lately...cant reli express it out to anyone..sigh..
ill see wat i can do in near future bout this..
sorry ah .didnt blog much...

Friday, September 28, 2007

Fri, 28 Sep 2007 21:06:11 GMT

this will be a damn long post i guess.together with the pics as well.
well..i forgot the date lah..i think its on the 20th..its a thursday.meet up with thian,mabel n my sis in laundry together with my dear.gosh!!tat was hell of a night man. the band sucks the weather sucks. and guess what. i ordered this stupid drink call BLOODY MARY.seriously.the drink sucks. its like tomato blended with celery plus black pepper and TOBASCOS.u know the chilli sos u hav in pizza hut in a small bottle wan.i magine that smell and taste..YUCKK~!!! so was very very desperate for another drink. so ah jie ordered a bucket of beer for me. drank everything plus some here n there.ended up me drunk.mayb tipsy lah.duno lah. in the car suppose to meet up thian and mabel in murni wan. i was too tipsy till i cant stand d.straight go back to my dear's place. u know what. i felt so so so much love that night. imagine u r drunk so tipsy and someone is there to take care of you. u know wat my darling did. she actually get a warm pail of water and help me wipe my face and body. its so so so comfortable and nice. and its like..FUISHH~!!! cant describe it in words man. and i slept soundly till the next morning. and my dear complained saying that i pushed her aside tat night.LOL~!! im so so sorry dear..seriously i didnt realise anything man. gosh i love u baby..mwahh~!! end of that night.

Well came back from ipoh last week back to kl. stayed at my dear's place for a night and the next day she came over to my place in melati. we actually didnt leave each other one whole fat week. vic n manggo came down to kl.but due to thian not free and i got no form of transport.i cant reli hang out with them.so ive been in melati for the past 3 days. gosh. i seriously hav no idea why on earth me n dear laugh laugh laugh non stop. its like. for no good reason we will start laughing either at her reaction or something stupid i did. gosh..damn cun lah the feeling..muahahah`!! so we hang out chill in melati.din really do anything lah.chit chat hang out. then i think its the second day me and dear suppose to go to ikano to shop. so we took the lrt to taman bahagia. when we reach traffic jam all over. there is no cab or bus to go to one utama area. guess what. WE WALK TO SS2 from taman bahagia. gosh..what a journey man. dear said ah..it was the 1st time in kl that she sweat that much.LOL~! cun rite cun rite? haha..then when goin to reach that time ah jie called saying that my uncle wana hav dinner with us. makan d everything settle d ended up not enough time to go ikano..dear damn dulan..saying alwiz wana pak toh also cannot.sure got something interupt wan. so mai balik lor..balik melati..
next day bangun damn late..slept till 4 or 5 something i think hungry pulak..went mcd makan.the mcd is like just behind my condo.so its like walking distance lah. we ate like so much..there is this value meal thingy promotion wan..buy a large set u get something for free. both makan 2 large set plus the free thingy. full like mad. stop by streetmart get chips. balik ni watch movie d..this movie call step up. nice movie though. was watching watching watching dear didnt realise it was the 27th. LOL~! it was our TWO MONTHS ANNIVESSARY..muahaha..we celebrated it so simple yet happy..basically celebrating our 2 months eating n eating..so finish movie..sleep again..next EVENING we woke up.muahaha..hungry again..guess what..we ordered PIZZA delivery wei..2 regular pizza hawaian tuna plus one duno wat name d lah with beef wan..makan lagi..then took a few shots of her being gila..LOL~! damn cute lah..will show u the pics later..u know ah..for the past one week with her ni ah..damn happy u know..its like carefree thingy..u r with ur love one..its so nice. i hope she had a great time as well.somehow went back to DU later in the evening. because the next day i need to go back to ipoh already.i dont know whether i got miss out any anot..because its one week..i cant really remember so much..got some short term memory lost syndrome..hehehehe..enjoy the pics..

HAPPY TWO MONTHS YAH DEAR..MWAHHH~!!!! SO SO IN LOVE WITH YOU...LOVE YOU MY CUTE LITTLE BABY GANGSTER~!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA~~!!!!!

after one hell of a BLOODY MARRY

she is just so adorable..LOL~!

just some normal editing. =)

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 16:39:56 GMT

Ive been in kl for the pass one year. Many changes. Ive seen a lot a lot of stuff. Bad and good.
ive seen too many changes. From friends to my close friends and to Me. Me my self i dont know whether ive changed for the better or am i still the same old me. day by day ive been thinking. hav i actualy changed from my previous self? there is still people who are afraid of me. what i did? because of my past? yeah..i totally understand. ive regretted what i did. ive been trying to change and change and change. for the better of course. do u know ive neglected my family for like so long. only by coming to kl ive realize that they are so important to me.say me childish or what but seriously i get home sick at times. ive neglected my friends just because im in one relationship, i neglect all of them including my family. ive even neglected god.
but somehow i ask my self. have u ever changed? i dont want to remain the same old jerk u guys used to know. i need people to tell me my mistakes. i want to change and i am very willing to change for the better. i dont want people to have this fear and hatred in me. and somehow ive got someone here with me to help me.dont be mistaken that i have her in my life means i dont need you frens i dont need my family..all of u my buddies out there is also very important to me.you guys really made me somebody..and for the precious one now who are with me i thank u for bringing me back. showed me love and care. ive nv expected someone who can actually love me like how u did. though i didnt do much to show u how i felt but seriously. I do love you. i might not be the most romantic guy, i might not be the most handsome one , i might not be the most good body figured kinda guy. but my heart is true. i promise u that no matter wat is it ill alwiz be here for u.

well this is just another random blog. after watching a korean movie i dont know whether u guys heard bout it before anot. its the 200 pounds beauty. nice movie..towards the end very touching. it touches family, friends and relationship.

Just another big shout out to u guys out there. Thanks for everything. A million thanks wouldnt be enough to show u people how much i appreciate this friendship. You guys know who you are. Thanks a million.

And to my cute little baby here. Thanks for being there for me. Thank god he sent you to me. I appreciate every single moment. Most importantly im here to tell u that i am already loving u very much and will always remain like this. I love you sayang.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Sun, 09 Sep 2007 20:28:52 GMT

haha..i read back my previous post bout funeral..saja wana repost it..if possible i wan it to be this way.. =)

it might be weird for me to start talking bout my funeral n stuff like tat right now..but most of my close close frens n my muiz all should know bout this ah..just felt like blogging it..
u know wat..
i told most of them..when i die...my casket must be like all glass..can see through those kinda glass..then ah..
when i die tat time..i sincerely hope..non of u guys must cry sob or even put on a sad face except for my mum n my whole family..my frens must not cry sob n put on a sad face..all must smile...smile to me..
then ah...all all all my close fren must smoke together with me..MARLBORO RED....n to the girls ah..their favourite is SKL haha..i still remember..SKL STRAWBERRY...haha.. G n SC should know.. =)
all must smoke together..
then ah....i die tat time ah...i mean during the journey to the cemetery my coffin i dowan to put in to a lorry wan..put on a 3 wheel motor kinda thingy..
then ah..all my frens all must ride motor together at the back of my casket....
then leh..when putting me into the hole tat time leh...all must smoke with me for the last time..then must throw one pack of marlboro inside..then can chao d.. n i told SC not to let tat particular person cry...must not cry.. =)
ive been thinking bout this for like very long d..duno y ... but anyway..ill appreciate everything tat i have now..ill appreciate everyone tat is around me now..ill bless my enemies..ill bless ppl who did wrong towards me..ill forgive every single one of them before i take in my last breath..n to all who knew me n helped me along the journey of my life just wana say thank al of u for being there for me..u know who u r.. best buddies for life..no names mention yah later i miss out some1 then i kena whack pulak.. =)
appreciate,
learn,
be strong,
have faith,
be LOYAL.
11.30 pm
March 22nd 2007
-JAMEZ-

Sunday, August 26, 2007

Sun, 26 Aug 2007 16:52:08 GMT

Things was way so different before i met her. Everything seems to be so wrong for me. This not right that not right. On the 27th of July we started. And today..27th of August 2007 our one month anniversary. To many people it might not be a big deal. But to me it is. One month might sound short but then in this one month period whole loads of things happened. From how she actually love me so much and how me my self love her more.

Well what u read was just the introduction..hehe =D
what happened was today she came to my condo by surprise. I was shocked at first when she appeared behind my back. Before that she had already talked to my fren Thian and Jean. Gosh..they have been hiding from me since 5pm man..magelow ah..suddenly half way playing dota thian say he needs to go down get jean or something..after that came up with a CD..Gosh..the cd was and yet still so damn swt..ul see it later..really wei..i was so speechless jor..gosh..now i dont know what to say already..watch the MV she made..and she made this photo frame all by her self..hand made boss..FUISH~!! ill upload the pic soon..hehe =D

Dear,
i appreciate every single thing u did for me..really do..u dont hav to do so much...just u being by my side is already the biggest and most valuable thing i ever had..dear..I LOVE YOU~!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sun, 19 Aug 2007 07:41:42 GMT

Love Is NOT a Game

Daniel and Jasmine are sitting alone in
the park
one night....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs
in
this
world

Jasmine: I think so... All of my
friends
have
boyfriends and we are only the 2
persons
left in
this world without any special person
in
our lives

Daniel: Yup I don't know what to do

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game

Daniel: What game?

Jasmine: i'll be your girlfriend for
30 days
and you
will be my boyfriend

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact i
don't
have
anything to do for the following
weeks...

DAY 1:

They watch their first movie and they
both
touched
in a romantic film

DAY 4:

They went to the beach and had a
picnic...Daniel
and Jasmine had their quality time
together

DAY 12:

Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and
they rode
on
a Horror House....Jasmine was scared
and
she
touched Daniel's hand but she touched
someone
else's hand and they both laughed...

DAY 15:

They saw a fortune teller down the road
and they
asked for their future advice and the
fortune teller
said: "My darlings, Please don't waste
the
time of
your life... spend the rest of your
time
together
happily" Then tears flow out from the
teller's eyes

DAY 20:

Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the
hill
and they
saw a meteor...Jasmine mumbled
something

DAY 28:

They sat on the bus and because of a
bumby road
Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel
by
accident

DAY 29:

11:37pm

Jasmine and Daniel sat in the park
where
they
first
decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine...Do you want
any
drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just
go down
the road

Jasmine: Apple Juice that's all

Daniel: Wait for me....

20mins later... a stranger approached
Jasmine

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Why yes? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran
over
Daniel
and he is critical in the hospital

11:57pm

The doctor went out of the emergency
room and
he
handed out an apple juice and a letter

Doctor: We found this in daniel's
pocket

Jasmine reads the letter and it says:

Jasmine, This past few days, i realized
you are a
really cute girl and i am really
falling for
you..Your
cherished.... smile you were everything
when we
played this game..... Before this game
would
end...I would like you to be my
girlfriend
for the
rest of my life.... I love you
Jasmine....

Jasmine crumples the paper and shouted:

"Daniel ! i don't want you to die... I
love
you...Remember that night when we saw
a meteor,
I mumbled something... I mumbled that I
wish we
would be together forever and never end
this
game.
Please don't leave me Daniel.... I love
you! You
cannot do this to me!"

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30TH DAY........

Always love your loved ones and show
them how
you feel before it is too late... You
will
never know
when they will be gone from your
embrace... If you
were given a time to bestow petals of
everlasting
compassion and love to your loved
ones..
Today is
the day.... Love them while they are
still
here...

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Wed, 08 Aug 2007 08:34:21 GMT

i was freaking bored the whole afternoon.saja ni go to some website do this thingy lah.. hehe

Monday, August 06, 2007

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 10:15:42 GMT

LOVE.YOU.DEAR.

Monday, August 06, 2007

Mon, 06 Aug 2007 08:58:09 GMT

So in love with this edited pic wei..and im even more in love with the person who did this..love u sayang mwah~!

Sunday, August 05, 2007

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 17:53:58 GMT

What a weekend..
friday after class came home..lepak awhile..
as planned rc n melv came up to my place then we went for lunch and chill lah...wait for thian then we went to klcc jor..for PIKOM pc fair..not reli alot of ppl lah..kacau some salespeople there etc etc..after that finish d balik lor..rokchin fetch me to lrt station then took to taman bahagia then took a bus to waiyee's place lah..Damansara Utama Uptown..reach ni terus rest wei..damn tired..mandi etc wait for rc n melv then go yum char at Friendster Cafe. fuh.cun place lah..LOL~!
after that sit till kinda late lor..before that ah..magelow..damn memalukan thingy happened lah..first time in my life i did such stupid thing in front of sayang..GOSH~!!

when rokchin n melv arrived i went up to the room n change lor since i was still in my shorts..took sayang's keys up unlock the door then threw the keys on the bed..was kinda rush though..then change jor terus lock the door n turun..MGELOW~!! go down ni i realise they KEYS~!!! the house keys and the room keys in total all the keys all together wan geh..cant go out..rokchin n melv at the door jor..DAMN~!! tried all the ways to open the room door..but cant..AIH~!!!
lucky the back door can use..so went out through the back door lah..lucky cheeching went for movie haven come back n she got the house keys n also the room keys..CHILLIMASHMALLOWS AH~! MALU GILER~!!

next day slept till around 3 i think...suppose to meet up ealier wan geh..but last min thian got family outing wor..so cancel..so in the afternoon me and sayang cook pasta and some spaghetti for rokchin n thian to eat lah..fuish..damn alot..eat till me also full like mad. cooking with sayang wei..damn syiok~! ..rokchin say wana watch movie..so go n watch this FLASHPOINT chinese movie..damn violent lah..MAGELOW~! went to GSC One Utama..hehe..before goin out the house me n sayang camwhore..muahaha..see later..hehe =D finish movie ni went to the guys toilet..camwhore again..HAHAHA..this time with Thian and Rokchin together..muahaha~!! damn vain wei..LOL~! after movie balik rumah terus...teman sayang do her assignment..she damn sleepy d wan lah..force her faster finish her coloring thingy 1st..if not sure pile up like mad wan the assignments..after doing terus send her up and sleep..cheeching also tumbang like PIG d..LOL~! damn cute lah she sleep..sayang lagi cute..muahaha~!! too bad cant take pics ler..she will kill me.. =S

slept till kinda late around 3 i think..woke up lepak awhile eat the left over pasta and chit chat lor..with cheeching n sayang..lazzing around all the while lah..then edit pics wei..DAMN cun..me n sayang laugh like mad...edit her face look like alien..too bad cant save..she dont let me..ISh~!! nvm nvm..ill learn n do it my self..MUHAHAHA~! love u sayang.. mwah~!! then time to chao jor..bathe lor..then go lrt..meet up with my sis then together balik.. gosh..duno wat to write jor..stoped half way talked to sayang just now then forget wat i suppose to write...Ish..nvm..enjoy the pics..hehe =D

CAMWHORE SESSION

edited by sayang..cun leh..hehe =D

One Utama

This was what happened when my stupidity took place.
[the thiefs wana be]

Friendster Cafe

LOVE YOU DEAR <3