| | Ive been in kl for the pass one year. Many changes. Ive seen a lot a lot of stuff. Bad and good.
ive seen too many changes. From friends to my close friends and to Me. Me my self i dont know whether ive changed for the better or am i still the same old me. day by day ive been thinking. hav i actualy changed from my previous self? there is still people who are afraid of me. what i did? because of my past? yeah..i totally understand. ive regretted what i did. ive been trying to change and change and change. for the better of course. do u know ive neglected my family for like so long. only by coming to kl ive realize that they are so important to me.say me childish or what but seriously i get home sick at times. ive neglected my friends just because im in one relationship, i neglect all of them including my family. ive even neglected god.
but somehow i ask my self. have u ever changed? i dont want to remain the same old jerk u guys used to know. i need people to tell me my mistakes. i want to change and i am very willing to change for the better. i dont want people to have this fear and hatred in me. and somehow ive got someone here with me to help me.dont be mistaken that i have her in my life means i dont need you frens i dont need my family..all of u my buddies out there is also very important to me.you guys really made me somebody..and for the precious one now who are with me i thank u for bringing me back. showed me love and care. ive nv expected someone who can actually love me like how u did. though i didnt do much to show u how i felt but seriously. I do love you. i might not be the most romantic guy, i might not be the most handsome one , i might not be the most good body figured kinda guy. but my heart is true. i promise u that no matter wat is it ill alwiz be here for u.
well this is just another random blog. after watching a korean movie i dont know whether u guys heard bout it before anot. its the 200 pounds beauty. nice movie..towards the end very touching. it touches family, friends and relationship.
Just another big shout out to u guys out there. Thanks for everything. A million thanks wouldnt be enough to show u people how much i appreciate this friendship. You guys know who you are. Thanks a million.
And to my cute little baby here. Thanks for being there for me. Thank god he sent you to me. I appreciate every single moment. Most importantly im here to tell u that i am already loving u very much and will always remain like this. I love you sayang.
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| | Posted 9/16/2007 1:39 PM - 56 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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