want to update but dont know wat to update..seriously..kinda hard to express my feelings here...i also duno ler..u guys teach me lah..dont wana offend anyone..happy or sad also now i dont know how to put it in words.. i use to blog alot.. but then recently..duno why..dont have the urge to blog...sad or happy also dont dare to post anything...been keeping alot of stuff to my self lately...cant reli express it out to anyone..sigh.. ill see wat i can do in near future bout this.. sorry ah .didnt blog much...
this will be a damn long post i guess.together with the pics as well. well..i forgot the date lah..i think its on the 20th..its a thursday.meet up with thian,mabel n my sis in laundry together with my dear.gosh!!tat was hell of a night man. the band sucks the weather sucks. and guess what. i ordered this stupid drink call BLOODY MARY.seriously.the drink sucks. its like tomato blended with celery plus black pepper and TOBASCOS.u know the chilli sos u hav in pizza hut in a small bottle wan.i magine that smell and taste..YUCKK~!!! so was very very desperate for another drink. so ah jie ordered a bucket of beer for me. drank everything plus some here n there.ended up me drunk.mayb tipsy lah.duno lah. in the car suppose to meet up thian and mabel in murni wan. i was too tipsy till i cant stand d.straight go back to my dear's place. u know what. i felt so so so much love that night. imagine u r drunk so tipsy and someone is there to take care of you. u know wat my darling did. she actually get a warm pail of water and help me wipe my face and body. its so so so comfortable and nice. and its like..FUISHH~!!! cant describe it in words man. and i slept soundly till the next morning. and my dear complained saying that i pushed her aside tat night.LOL~!! im so so sorry dear..seriously i didnt realise anything man. gosh i love u baby..mwahh~!! end of that night.
Well came back from ipoh last week back to kl. stayed at my dear's place for a night and the next day she came over to my place in melati. we actually didnt leave each other one whole fat week. vic n manggo came down to kl.but due to thian not free and i got no form of transport.i cant reli hang out with them.so ive been in melati for the past 3 days. gosh. i seriously hav no idea why on earth me n dear laugh laugh laugh non stop. its like. for no good reason we will start laughing either at her reaction or something stupid i did. gosh..damn cun lah the feeling..muahahah`!! so we hang out chill in melati.din really do anything lah.chit chat hang out. then i think its the second day me and dear suppose to go to ikano to shop. so we took the lrt to taman bahagia. when we reach traffic jam all over. there is no cab or bus to go to one utama area. guess what. WE WALK TO SS2 from taman bahagia. gosh..what a journey man. dear said ah..it was the 1st time in kl that she sweat that much.LOL~! cun rite cun rite? haha..then when goin to reach that time ah jie called saying that my uncle wana hav dinner with us. makan d everything settle d ended up not enough time to go ikano..dear damn dulan..saying alwiz wana pak toh also cannot.sure got something interupt wan. so mai balik lor..balik melati.. next day bangun damn late..slept till 4 or 5 something i think hungry pulak..went mcd makan.the mcd is like just behind my condo.so its like walking distance lah. we ate like so much..there is this value meal thingy promotion wan..buy a large set u get something for free. both makan 2 large set plus the free thingy. full like mad. stop by streetmart get chips. balik ni watch movie d..this movie call step up. nice movie though. was watching watching watching dear didnt realise it was the 27th. LOL~! it was our TWO MONTHS ANNIVESSARY..muahaha..we celebrated it so simple yet happy..basically celebrating our 2 months eating n eating..so finish movie..sleep again..next EVENING we woke up.muahaha..hungry again..guess what..we ordered PIZZA delivery wei..2 regular pizza hawaian tuna plus one duno wat name d lah with beef wan..makan lagi..then took a few shots of her being gila..LOL~! damn cute lah..will show u the pics later..u know ah..for the past one week with her ni ah..damn happy u know..its like carefree thingy..u r with ur love one..its so nice. i hope she had a great time as well.somehow went back to DU later in the evening. because the next day i need to go back to ipoh already.i dont know whether i got miss out any anot..because its one week..i cant really remember so much..got some short term memory lost syndrome..hehehehe..enjoy the pics..
HAPPY TWO MONTHS YAH DEAR..MWAHHH~!!!! SO SO IN LOVE WITH YOU...LOVE YOU MY CUTE LITTLE BABY GANGSTER~!!! MUAHAHAHAHAHA~~!!!!!
Ive been in kl for the pass one year. Many changes. Ive seen a lot a lot of stuff. Bad and good. ive seen too many changes. From friends to my close friends and to Me. Me my self i dont know whether ive changed for the better or am i still the same old me. day by day ive been thinking. hav i actualy changed from my previous self? there is still people who are afraid of me. what i did? because of my past? yeah..i totally understand. ive regretted what i did. ive been trying to change and change and change. for the better of course. do u know ive neglected my family for like so long. only by coming to kl ive realize that they are so important to me.say me childish or what but seriously i get home sick at times. ive neglected my friends just because im in one relationship, i neglect all of them including my family. ive even neglected god. but somehow i ask my self. have u ever changed? i dont want to remain the same old jerk u guys used to know. i need people to tell me my mistakes. i want to change and i am very willing to change for the better. i dont want people to have this fear and hatred in me. and somehow ive got someone here with me to help me.dont be mistaken that i have her in my life means i dont need you frens i dont need my family..all of u my buddies out there is also very important to me.you guys really made me somebody..and for the precious one now who are with me i thank u for bringing me back. showed me love and care. ive nv expected someone who can actually love me like how u did. though i didnt do much to show u how i felt but seriously. I do love you. i might not be the most romantic guy, i might not be the most handsome one , i might not be the most good body figured kinda guy. but my heart is true. i promise u that no matter wat is it ill alwiz be here for u.
well this is just another random blog. after watching a korean movie i dont know whether u guys heard bout it before anot. its the 200 pounds beauty. nice movie..towards the end very touching. it touches family, friends and relationship.
Just another big shout out to u guys out there. Thanks for everything. A million thanks wouldnt be enough to show u people how much i appreciate this friendship. You guys know who you are. Thanks a million.
And to my cute little baby here. Thanks for being there for me. Thank god he sent you to me. I appreciate every single moment. Most importantly im here to tell u that i am already loving u very much and will always remain like this. I love you sayang.
haha..i read back my previous post bout funeral..saja wana repost it..if possible i wan it to be this way.. =)
it might be weird for me to
start talking bout my funeral n stuff like tat right now..but most of
my close close frens n my muiz all should know bout this ah..just felt
like blogging it.. u know wat.. i told most of them..when i die...my casket must be like all glass..can see through those kinda glass..then ah.. when
i die tat time..i sincerely hope..non of u guys must cry sob or even
put on a sad face except for my mum n my whole family..my frens must
not cry sob n put on a sad face..all must smile...smile to me.. then ah...all all all my close fren must smoke
together with me..MARLBORO RED....n to the girls ah..their favourite is
SKL haha..i still remember..SKL STRAWBERRY...haha.. G n SC should
know.. =) all must smoke together.. then
ah....i die tat time ah...i mean during the journey to the cemetery my
coffin i dowan to put in to a lorry wan..put on a 3 wheel motor kinda
thingy.. then ah..all my frens all must ride motor together at the back of my casket.... then
leh..when putting me into the hole tat time leh...all must smoke with
me for the last time..then must throw one pack of marlboro inside..then
can chao d.. n i told SC not to let tat particular person cry...must
not cry.. =) ive
been thinking bout this for like very long d..duno y ... but
anyway..ill appreciate everything tat i have now..ill appreciate
everyone tat is around me now..ill bless my enemies..ill bless ppl who
did wrong towards me..ill forgive every single one of them before i
take in my last breath..n to all who knew me n helped me along the
journey of my life just wana say thank al of u for being there for
me..u know who u r.. best buddies for life..no names mention yah later
i miss out some1 then i kena whack pulak.. =) appreciate, learn, be strong, have faith, be LOYAL. 11.30 pm March 22nd 2007 -JAMEZ-
Things was way so different before i met her. Everything seems to be so wrong for me. This not right that not right. On the 27th of July we started. And today..27th of August 2007 our one month anniversary. To many people it might not be a big deal. But to me it is. One month might sound short but then in this one month period whole loads of things happened. From how she actually love me so much and how me my self love her more.
Well what u read was just the introduction..hehe =D what happened was today she came to my condo by surprise. I was shocked at first when she appeared behind my back. Before that she had already talked to my fren Thian and Jean. Gosh..they have been hiding from me since 5pm man..magelow ah..suddenly half way playing dota thian say he needs to go down get jean or something..after that came up with a CD..Gosh..the cd was and yet still so damn swt..ul see it later..really wei..i was so speechless jor..gosh..now i dont know what to say already..watch the MV she made..and she made this photo frame all by her self..hand made boss..FUISH~!! ill upload the pic soon..hehe =D
Dear, i appreciate every single thing u did for me..really do..u dont hav to do so much...just u being by my side is already the biggest and most valuable thing i ever had..dear..I LOVE YOU~!
